The moment of fate

Sometimes i just want to scream
Scream into the dark, into the abyss
A place unknown, no river flows

My vision clear, but the edges are blur
i want to claw out my heart, my mind
Tormented by the dark, pulling anything in sight

I cant see my hands as i held them up
As though my very own existence is a sham
Mocking me while i twist and turn, lost

Stumbling through endless space
My voice cut through the silent gray
Clutching emptiness, pulling vacant air

The continued black i’m swallowed in
Losing consciousness, fading away
Till i finally see, the first sign of light