Walking Away

I remember it was raining on that day
you turned you back to me and stepped away
pushed me with those hands, those trembling fingers of yours
you looked down and avoided my gaze
as though you were ashamed

before i could say another word, you turned your back and walked away

what happened? where did we go wrong?
all those happy memories of smiles and laughter drifting in my consciousness
do they mean nothing anymore?
what happened? where did we go wrong?
even through those rough bumps of our lives together, when we held strong
can we no longer be together?

i checked my cell, waiting for a call
what happened that day, i know it’s no ones fault
i was young, and i’m always wrong
can’t put aside my pride and resign
even as i’m singing this song

before you could say another word, i turned my back and walked away

what happened? where did we go wrong?
all those happy moments of smiles and laughter drifting in my dreams
do they still mean something in me?
what happened? where did we go wrong?
even through those painful tears of our lives together, when we hugged each other
can we no longer be together?

crawling at my heart, eating at my soul
being apart is stopping every single one of my breath
holding on, not letting go
may be the hardest thing that i’ve come to know
even if you come to forget, as long as there are no regrets

what happened? where did we go wrong?
can we mean nothing anymore?

are we meant leave here and walk on?

Updates

After much deliberation, i’ve decided (again) to start on a new short or long story, depending on how much words i can pen down. i’d be releasing chapters bit by bit, and hopefully it’ll turn out into a book-worthy product.

any comments and feedback would be greatly welcomed! till then, thank you for checking in!

 

your friend,
RIn

Memories

like a white dream the memories flashed before my eyes
even though past, never truly forgotten
reliving each moment all over again
savoring the sweet tender bits, the bitterness along with it
overcoming the tides, to be washed up along soft sandy sites
repeating over and over again
till the final last breath

The moment of fate

Sometimes i just want to scream
Scream into the dark, into the abyss
A place unknown, no river flows

My vision clear, but the edges are blur
i want to claw out my heart, my mind
Tormented by the dark, pulling anything in sight

I cant see my hands as i held them up
As though my very own existence is a sham
Mocking me while i twist and turn, lost

Stumbling through endless space
My voice cut through the silent gray
Clutching emptiness, pulling vacant air

The continued black i’m swallowed in
Losing consciousness, fading away
Till i finally see, the first sign of light

The Neighbour

walking down the street that we shared
memories flood my mind as i look at the scenery
as though it was being played right now, right in front of me
and when i turn to my side, laughing at something you said
i stopped short, for there was no longer anyone there

the times that we had never really left me
even now as i stumble through the days you were still everywhere
every little habitual movements you did, caught my eyes and i’d smile
seasons changed and we had been the same, as though we were a constant in the place
i stopped short, for you were no longer there

those lips, the words you said to me
unable to forget, even when you left me, questions in my mind
regrets lingered in my dreams, turning to nightmares when i see your back
again, and again the times together, the future we sought to share
i stopped short, for you are no longer here